Attack of the enemy

Kekadang rasa sakit hati yg amat sangat.mcm-macam lah perasaan yang "menusuk" my senses..

Rasa macam mau terbang ja tangan aku ni mengena dgn sesiapa yang cukup "malang", ni lah bah...al kisah tentang seorang manusia yang datang dari pekerjaan yang hina, well bagi aku hina lah..maybe bagi mereka,ITS OK>><<..terpulang la kepada mereka yang mencari...,for me I DON'T HAVE ISSUES..but what I HAVE ISSUES with is the asking,the needing, the spreading...aikkk..sedar lah bah diri tu sikit....KAN KAN KAN...but at the end of the day.it falls back to prinsip ekonomi,,where..DEMAND vs SUPPLY..where as there's a lot of DEMAND..maka banyakla SUPPLY

Tapi serius, if that particular person some day materialise in front of me....Hell will be much more better than what I have in mind..hehehhe..I reserve those 'beautiful' thoughts for awhile...Just make the wrong move...YOU'LL BE SAYING ..I"M SORRY...faster than you thought you could ever do..

Things does have ups n downs, teams can lose a game but may win against all odds..sama juga dengan relationship..macam air pasang...it depends on you..YOU ALONE..walaupun banyak faktor lain yang mungkin mempengaruhi..but main thing is YOURSELF..others are just excess baggage

so...refering to my title..ATTACK OF THE ENEMY..means at the end of the day..the enemy may be urself..ALLAH knows how many times I was the enemy of myself (didn't we all....**SIGH**)

What I would like to say here is that..DON'T be HARD on urself..look always to the bright side (HOW I TRIED..:)..)even at ur most lowest point in your life/situation.,think back on ur mum/dad..THEY LOVE U..even when everything falls apart..:)

TTFN..(ta ta for now.)XOXO

Father's Day

Its 8th of June..Fathers Day..

To all the fathers , soon to be fathers..HAPPY FATHERS DAY ('',)..

The Pillar that supports the family..Often hiding behind those stern eyes,forceful voice..

But inside..for them its LOVE..

I can see a different pattern in the ways that fathers show their love to their child...depends on the time they were born..1920's, 1950's, 1980's..etc

My Grandpa is a very stern father, barking orders, expected it to be perform the way he sees things, always have the sense that he's words are the word of wisdom, autocratic...

My dad is just the same as my grandpa,not all of it but similar..but he is willing to compromise, understand that things seldom goes as he planned, he never lets me put myself down, always pushing us to be successful..

And now my husband..it seems to early to figure out how will he be later on (as we keep adding on family members)..I just hope he strive to be a good/great father in all areas..(wink..wink) both to his children and wife